looking for a fag who understands
a faggot whose eyes meet hollow stares , surveilling their every aberration
skin pulled 2 taught
jaw fell 2 slack
static frames in place of ebbing curls
fags whose bodies hav transformed to mesh
so as not to absorb their degradation
untenanted for their own safeguarding
in search of a faggot who screams cries
long abandoned by the promise of sanctity , safety , devotion
with a spirit like an uneven sound whipped across a motionless field
fags who are barely here . bodies long left behind in
the tall grass at nondescript locations ; drafty bedrooms at 4 am ; gleaming pools of
humiliation and promise
searching 4 a kinder domain
i want a faggot to crawl up inside me , examine every bone
like a collector inspecting a specimen for faults and tell me
yes we are the same kind of damaged
i’ll let u witness me as long as u don’t
saw me in half